california standard star test

stuffy room
crouded rows
number two pencils
questions nobody knows

no drinking water
or looking around
have to face forward
feet on the ground

so many questions
each with its own bubble
cant ask for help
that would cause trouble

no making noise
it breaks the concentration
keep turning the page
with no hesitation

a big waste of time
to see what we know
hours of thinking
makes time go by slow

certain pages say stop
so we dont skip ahead
then we just sit
relieving stress from our head

we hear the bell
and rush to the door
we all seem to forget
when we come back there is more

gods angel donna

my new mom
in lots of pain
they dont know whats wrong
maby something in her brain

shes got tons of family
and a lot of support
so no matter what happens
we'l be there for her

she needs to get tested
to see whats wrong
so she can get help
so she can move along

i keep my thoughts up
and pray every night
i know god will listen
he will help her fight

shes a great person
one thats hard to find
one of gods angels
and one of a kind

my vows

these vows are all my promises
or everything i will do
there more then words on paper
but a way to prove i love you

love is a big word
that is why i say it to you
but the words that mean the most
are the two words " i do "

" i do " means forever
but that is not that long
its only great if spent together
our love will always be strong

as our rings are put on our fingers
we will become one
two people brought together
living in unison

i stand here before god
and all the world to see
to show how serius i am
and how much you mean to me

i promis to be faithful
and to only love you
and i mean all these promises
the moment i say " i do "

for better or for worse
ill be right by your side
my feelings you'll always know
from you i will never hide

for richer or for poorer
id live in a box
i couldnt want more
you fill my heart to the top

today is the begging
of our life spent together
you'll have a friend for life
but a companion forever

drugs

more and more
to ease your pain
so many drugs
just to feel sain

first you stop caring
then you cant think
your a worm on a hook
as stuck as fish bait

it becomes your life
now all that you do
you forgot your family
forgot to say i love you

people feel forgotten
and start to grow apart
there souls turn rotten
because of a broken heart

you try to fix it
but end up in relaps
i knew you couldnt change
that is just a fact

mom

your worse then him
your just a fake
you will not win
no more can you take

stop the lies
stop the act
your made of ice
and thats a fact

your not a victem
this was your choice
why did you choose them
it came from your voice

men cant help you
i tried and failed
you have to
but now your just stail

excuses and lies
pity and denile
look through your eyes
life is a trial

shelly hottell

i never thought id see the day
when you would tell me that your sorry
and i never thought id hear you say
im sorry that i made you worry

well mom i forgive you
and thats all you had to say
but i have something to say too
and that is my pain wont go away

actions are the key
though words are nice to hear
its easy to deceive
and the truth people fear

mom i am not only proud of you
for the person you have become
i hope you know i always love you
but now you are number one

those few words from the heart
are what mean the most to me
its a begging and a start
and now i dont hurt so deeply

my sick boyfriend

i dont know how you are
or what has gone wrong
because you arnt at school today
my txt are unanswered all day long

i worry because i love you
i love you and i care
i also miss you to
without you i am bare

i hope your safe at home
and not in any danger
without you im alone
even i feel like a stranger

time goes by extremely slow
when your not right by my side
i only wish i could no
because worrying makes me cry