snow

theres something about a snowflake
that brings joy into my eyes
because when i see that big white flake
it brings its own discuise

not only could it mean no school
and no work at all
but no more wheel barrels of leaves to pull
because today is the end of fall

we listen on the radio
to hear the weatherman say
there wont be any school tomorrow
and no school for today

dad?????????

shes confused on why shes mad at hm
and why he doesnt care
she wants him to be her dad again
but knows those feelings they dont share

the only contact he makes with her
is when she makes him see
how much he makes her suffer
and how much he makes her bleed

some people say its for attention
i tjought it was a cry for help
i couldnt take all the suspention
and i knew i couldnt end it myself

he doesnt know to this day
the pain she feels inside
she almost took her own life away
but knows the pain confirms shes still alive

daddy through my eyes

when i was a little girl
i looked into my daddys eyes
and when he said he loved me
 it wasnt a big suprise

i said i love you to daddy
more then my arms go wide
but all those feelings changed for me
the day daddy made me cry

he left when i was young
and rarely did he come back
i always bit my tounge
when mommy said. daddy loves you back

the older that i got
the more daddy made me cry
though it came as less a shock
when he told another lie

daddy always had an excuse
so the further we grew apart
daddy wouldnt even stop drug use
thats when i knew daddy didnt have a heart

unthoughtful dad

she tells him she loves him
another mistake
she always forvives him
though his words are still fake

her feelings slip
he sneaks right in
plays a guilt trip
and it all starts again

she is the daughter
and more mature
he is the father
what a figure

whoever thought
love is all you need
must of forgot
people love greed

parents

im glad your life is great
because without me you seem fine
i know that i can move on from this
and that healing takes some time

i seem to learn the hard way
but beleive me im doing great
because in my years to come
i will soon just walk away

you like to take the credit
for the great things that i do
sorry to let you down
but i didnt learn them from you

instead i saw what i didnt like
from you and all your flaws
then i knew what not to do
and that made me stop and pause

so i guess you get a tadbit credit
not something you hould praise
and now o am the oppisite of you
and i thank god of that everyday

the old man i got to know

one day as we were driving by
i saw a old man sitting on the side
he asked for money, i asked him why
then he looked at me and started to cry

i gave him my change
and i took a seat
he showed me his things
and a old cantine

he asked if i
assumbed it was beer
i answered yes
he said thats not fair

i know i am dirty
and egging is cheap
but i am to old for working
and my wife wont wake from her sleep

i sit on this corner
and pray everyday
that my ife knows i love her
and im glad her pain went away

though i know she is gone
i still miss her so
i can never move on
untill its my time to go

window veiw

when i look out my window
i see a big old empty world
its full of all these people
but where is there soul

everyone has a boss
they always do what ther told
they dont know what theyv'e lost
because there heart has grown cold

money can buy items
but it cant buy you love
freinds you cant buy them
and trust doesnt come with a shove

life doesnt fit on a squedule
and its changing all the time
you should live for the moments
life does have a deadline