dad?????????

shes confused on why shes mad at hm
and why he doesnt care
she wants him to be her dad again
but knows those feelings they dont share

the only contact he makes with her
is when she makes him see
how much he makes her suffer
and how much he makes her bleed

some people say its for attention
i tjought it was a cry for help
i couldnt take all the suspention
and i knew i couldnt end it myself

he doesnt know to this day
the pain she feels inside
she almost took her own life away
but knows the pain confirms shes still alive